Praise the LORD !

THANK GOD !!! Everything was just fine ! *smiles*

Yes, i am posting 2 post today. Why? Just to thank HIM. Yay! The stress is finally over! Not all la...but a big portion of it. I feel a bit great....A BIT oni, very little bit.

I got 5.5 out of 10 for the malaysian studies presentation. And he actually gave us a second chance ! fuyo~ and luckily i prepared (and my other fren, now they know why i forced them to prepare it yesterday night) And also i saved the other group, they did not prepare anything.

Ah~ got to go home now....tilll next time...

Just here to express my relieved feelings... once again : Psalms 27:1

haih....*sigh*

Bah~ its another week, so i'm blogging again. A very very busy week....lots of things to do this week..*sigh*

OMG, i'm still stuck with my old blogging style! Got no time to think, i just write what i think. Whatever that comes to my mind, i just write it down. So sometimes it will get complicated or doesn't make any sense. >_<
Can't sleep this few days...have to blast some super loud music in order to make me not think about the stupid malaysian studies. Another 4 hours and i will attend the class, wonder what will happen or maybe nothing will happen at all! (that's bad...that will make me even more lost) Hope that i dun fail, i don't care about the scholarship after all, even if they stop giving me, the most that will happen is getting scold from my parents, get grounded, no more this and that, and definately , more studying and be more serious. (yupz, i admit i wasn't really serious since after SPM)

Hope that the lecturer will be in a good mood and forgive or give us a chance to redo. But that will be impossible, he said that he is supposed to send all the coursework to the lembaga that day, so.... i dunno, hope that miracle happens. If it does happen, i will definately not repeat that silly mistake again. Even if miracle doesn't happen, i will also not do that mistake EVER again.
Hmmph....time is so tight this week. Doesn't have anything much to blog. Too much things cramping into my small brain. Can't extract what i want to say now at the moment. Its hidden somewhere that i can't locate it. Maybe next day...My blog are sooo outdated! all the things happening is all long time ago. well, not very long, but its back logged. >_<

Need time to update it all. Wonder why i haven't any much time? Last time was like sooo free. And now, 24 hours is not enough for me to spend. Poor time management probably. Can't blame anyone except myself. Need better plannings, especially when there is so many work to be done. But i always get distracted by the television and other entertainment stuff. I need more discipline! (Do i have discipline actually? I wonder...)

Can't afford to waste time anymore! Its time for me to get to work. WORK WORK WORK! No more lazyness (that word doesn't look like it is spelt correctly). Wonder how long i can keep working without getting distracted...few minutes i guess. That musn't be so. Exam is around the corner and i don't even know what have i been learning this semester. That's bad and shouldn't be the way.

Well, i learned from my VERY VERY BIG MISTAKE and i will not repeat it again. What a big cost to make me actually learn something so simple. sigh...

Off to work now ~ ~ ~

p/s. Notice what did i just write? I doesn't seem to make much sense and is all jumbled up. That is what my brain is at the moment. JUMBLED AND CONFUSED. @_@ Hope everything goes well after this week.

WAH~ Hope my malaysian studies turn out fine! Cross fingers...

Psalms 27:1

Miserable....

my first post in blogspot....

Sad to say...its not a good start.

Lets put that subject a side for a moment. Some comments on first time using blogspot, well, e-blogger to be exact. Not bad actually, i like the posting page and the tools. The only problem is i get lost after posting a post, and i don't get straight to my page when i sign in. It goes to some other main menu that controls all the blogs and other stuff. Didn't venture much at the moment though...just rushing to create a post for a rememberance on February 15 2006.

I'll do some touch up for my "new" site. =) but not at the moment. Too busy doing assignments....loads of them to be submitted real soon. So i'm just using the templates provided by blogspot.

Oops....i'm still using my OLD writting style (or is it technique? bah, watever...) Actually i promised to change my style to help improve my english. I find that i am noobing! I'll be more professional and also promise to blog at least once a week. =) (hope i keep my promises...)

Okay, now to my main point. The February 15 incident:
Sad to say, i think i gonna fail my malaysian studies. Why? well, this is what happened....
itz malaysian studies . . . and there is this coursework given to us,a group work. I'm voted to become the leader, which i don't feel really happy about it. oh well, kena voted wat, no choice (oops, manglish!) So the leader shouldn't be doing anything but to assign tasks to the group members (i'm in a group of 4 btw). So i gave the research task to this member of mine. but then, this member that didn't start his work after a long long time. The lecturer actually said i can complain about lazy members, but how could i do such a thing as it will cause him to fail. I couldn't do such a thing.Anyways, that fella did not start doing his work, so all the rest couldn't start too, their work is after the first member's job is done (that is how i split up the task, and now i noticed it is not a good idea). So i cant kick him out of the group but to keep asking him to do. finally, one day, he decided to start doing, and ask me about the details. So i gave him the piece of paper containing the project details so that he can understand what is supposed to be done and do what he is supposed to correctly. And then it was CNY. I was not aware of the due date as it was only written in that piece of paper (which i assume he lost it) and the rest of the members didn't seem to know when is it due too (i should be blamed).... so right after chinese new year... we suppose to pass up the work...but the fella wasn't back from CNY...and then on that day (which was february 15)... we went into class and the lecturer saidm, "please PASS UP all your work, NO excuses!". We all panicked ( is this how it is spelt?) as nothing was done. So i got no choice but to say that our group member has the project paper and is still in Sabah. (that is to protect him and us) .so he said we each should have a copy of our own part and we could just submit that only....but there is nothing to be submitted as the fella should do the research so that the rest of the ppl can edit it! Then the lecturer said, "Who is the group leader? He should be blame of not being responsible!". I stunned. I forgot what i said after that, but in the end, the lecturer said he want the project paper to be handed in by 6 pm that day. It was 2 pm that moment. So left with no choice, we rushed back home and started doing the work, from SCRATCH. And we are forced to copy and paste anything that is relevant. Plagiarism rite? Not 100% actually. I referenced wert. So in the end, we only managed to pass up at 6.10 pm. The lecturer wasn't in his office, maybe he went home. So.... i can't imagine what will happen. the whole project was 30 %. 20 % documentation and 10 % presentation. we all got 0 marks for the presentation coz we skipped the presentation to do the documentation (the presentation was 2 pm to 4 pm). And the rest of the group got +-12 % for documentation. So, i can predict that we will get < 10 %. Plus all together, i get a maximum of 10 out of 30 for the coursework. and as what they say, you must pass both coursework and phase test in order to pass. I failed the coursework, so i will fail malaysian studies....

The only thing i can hope is what will happen on next wednesday, the next coming class.....

(i think i might continue this post another day...no time !! wah~ hope my malaysian studies turn out to be fine....X( )