Miserable....

my first post in blogspot....

Sad to say...its not a good start.

Lets put that subject a side for a moment. Some comments on first time using blogspot, well, e-blogger to be exact. Not bad actually, i like the posting page and the tools. The only problem is i get lost after posting a post, and i don't get straight to my page when i sign in. It goes to some other main menu that controls all the blogs and other stuff. Didn't venture much at the moment though...just rushing to create a post for a rememberance on February 15 2006.

I'll do some touch up for my "new" site. =) but not at the moment. Too busy doing assignments....loads of them to be submitted real soon. So i'm just using the templates provided by blogspot.

Oops....i'm still using my OLD writting style (or is it technique? bah, watever...) Actually i promised to change my style to help improve my english. I find that i am noobing! I'll be more professional and also promise to blog at least once a week. =) (hope i keep my promises...)

Okay, now to my main point. The February 15 incident:
Sad to say, i think i gonna fail my malaysian studies. Why? well, this is what happened....
itz malaysian studies . . . and there is this coursework given to us,a group work. I'm voted to become the leader, which i don't feel really happy about it. oh well, kena voted wat, no choice (oops, manglish!) So the leader shouldn't be doing anything but to assign tasks to the group members (i'm in a group of 4 btw). So i gave the research task to this member of mine. but then, this member that didn't start his work after a long long time. The lecturer actually said i can complain about lazy members, but how could i do such a thing as it will cause him to fail. I couldn't do such a thing.Anyways, that fella did not start doing his work, so all the rest couldn't start too, their work is after the first member's job is done (that is how i split up the task, and now i noticed it is not a good idea). So i cant kick him out of the group but to keep asking him to do. finally, one day, he decided to start doing, and ask me about the details. So i gave him the piece of paper containing the project details so that he can understand what is supposed to be done and do what he is supposed to correctly. And then it was CNY. I was not aware of the due date as it was only written in that piece of paper (which i assume he lost it) and the rest of the members didn't seem to know when is it due too (i should be blamed).... so right after chinese new year... we suppose to pass up the work...but the fella wasn't back from CNY...and then on that day (which was february 15)... we went into class and the lecturer saidm, "please PASS UP all your work, NO excuses!". We all panicked ( is this how it is spelt?) as nothing was done. So i got no choice but to say that our group member has the project paper and is still in Sabah. (that is to protect him and us) .so he said we each should have a copy of our own part and we could just submit that only....but there is nothing to be submitted as the fella should do the research so that the rest of the ppl can edit it! Then the lecturer said, "Who is the group leader? He should be blame of not being responsible!". I stunned. I forgot what i said after that, but in the end, the lecturer said he want the project paper to be handed in by 6 pm that day. It was 2 pm that moment. So left with no choice, we rushed back home and started doing the work, from SCRATCH. And we are forced to copy and paste anything that is relevant. Plagiarism rite? Not 100% actually. I referenced wert. So in the end, we only managed to pass up at 6.10 pm. The lecturer wasn't in his office, maybe he went home. So.... i can't imagine what will happen. the whole project was 30 %. 20 % documentation and 10 % presentation. we all got 0 marks for the presentation coz we skipped the presentation to do the documentation (the presentation was 2 pm to 4 pm). And the rest of the group got +-12 % for documentation. So, i can predict that we will get < 10 %. Plus all together, i get a maximum of 10 out of 30 for the coursework. and as what they say, you must pass both coursework and phase test in order to pass. I failed the coursework, so i will fail malaysian studies....

The only thing i can hope is what will happen on next wednesday, the next coming class.....

(i think i might continue this post another day...no time !! wah~ hope my malaysian studies turn out to be fine....X( )